this song is about the feeling after a drastic change in your life. remain faithful to the ones you leave and the ones that left you because they could return to their sender.
i know ill take my time to come over again
just like i did before but slower than then
i remember the smell of your room in the night
your sheets pulled up past our chins, our heads screwed on tight
and i can't imagine you not in my life
but I'm not giving up I'm just gearing up for strife
but now its oh so different from the lives we used to have
your arms around my legs, my hands around your calves
what if i don't cross your mind as you lay in your bed
the bed we both used to share, is the memory already dead?
i don't know what id do if i knew
that you didn't think about me too
i would be fine with the world being blind
to all i do inside my mind
but the thought of you not seeing me try
wrings me to my core and hangs me out to dry
released November 8, 2015
thanks again to amar for listening to my tracks and thanks to my pillow for always catching my tears.
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